welcome to july
Hi diary I do not know what will be put on this post as there is all sorts of weard feelings in my mind and right now I just wish a free place to put them like here and to put the feelings to rest wood help but that will not happen for a few months yet or should I say if it does happen at all as been like this for months now if not years do I really need this scared feeling of what will happen at phew no some one said to me and I will put her name here nicola it sounds like you do not need phew any longer and it sounds as if you have outgrew our service now she is ment to be supporting me as that is her job night shift or any shift and if people are saying this to you I mean its going to hurt you and that is not the feelings I have right now I hate the way people who work with people who have needs see you some days or times and I am not been funny here I wish they were blind some times to see what it is like now the blog will be for any thing and I mean any thing even blindness and pu...